Quite Difficult...

My apologies aijin... I need to vent my frustrations...

So, my long distance relationship, after a few years, and a happy encounter, strikes a chord in my mind.

Long distance relationships are hard to maintain.

Not having enough time, calling when the other person is unavailable make keeping the relationship together really hard. I had a talk with my cousin about this, who said that people always think that their relationship or they themselves are the exception. I've now come to the realization that that only happens in movies... Everyone will feel this way at least some point in their relationship...

It's really hard, and it's really not something to look forward to. I still feel like it will all work out in the end, but the pathways to our goals are not always a straight and easy line...

My advice if you're not in a relationship? Find someone close to you. You won't have to deal with pain or frustration...

I let out a sigh...



P.S.: On a lighter note, I turn 19 tommorow. Happy Birthday to Me!(Look up Happy Birthday to me, by Bulldog Mansion on Youtube)

starcraft Madness!

Ok, so the craziness started a month or so back when I happened to fix the problem I had with my starcraft on my computer. Back then when I tried to play, I always got a tiny screen of starcraft on the middle of my screen and a thick outline of black around it. It was so small I couldn't play properly, so I just studied my days away last semester, which is a GOOD thing :(

This semester, I got the damn game fixed with my ingeniousness, and now I play everyday. It also affected my roommates and my dormmates and now they almost play everyday. Every weekend or 3 days or so we gather around in the common area and get our 4 port router out (we are expecting a 8 port router soon) and just play a couple of matches or starcraft.

It's a friendly match, somepeople do get alittle too excited but its all good. THe problem is, I dont ever study my japanese anymore. I think I've lost all of my studying zeal. starcraft is now more important than improving my japanese skills.

Last semester I used to wake up everyday at 6 in the morning to study for tests and for japanese, but now I sleep in so late.... My excitment for japanese is still there, but starcraft eggs me on.... constantly tempting me to play....

the point is, I think I need to study more. I cant play games all day and expect to be fluent in Japanese.... that is just ridonculous (a word Frank uses constantly, its funny :D). Anyways, its Valentines day, and single awareness day, and I am feeling nothing particularly weird about it~

When will I get a GIRLFRIEND? only time will tell.......... I promise we'll all go out to celebrate when it happens.!!!!

BYe Bye for now!

Late Nite Posts

So it's 1:20 AM. And I'm still up, reading Manga when I should be doing my Religions of the Orient paper and my Japanese Homework / Studying for Japanese Test.

:D I feel so proud of myself being a college student.

So, alot of things came to my head while being at George Mason University. Not many people are friendly enough to say hi to you, even the ones you know, but don't see anymore. Are people just afraid of other people, or are they "too busy" sitting in their chairs not giving a damn about the people around them?

I'm not talking about friends that we really enjoy being with, but I mean, people you used to be in classes with or people you used to talk to on a normal basis, now just... fade away. I mean... really... Is it hard to say hi?

I miss everyone in Houston, especially aijin. =( You all should come here, it'd be like a giant sleep over :D

o_o 2 more weeks and 2 days... This year is flying by so fast...