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The Unthinkable (in video game terms)

So. I came back to WoW, after saying I'd never go back. I missed the game.

2-3 months have passed since I quit playing, coming back into it I realized how... greedy people were. How much they just wanted to be better than the people they were supposed to work together with.

Sure, it's important to be the best of your game, but whatever happened to helping others as well?


Man, FFXI has changed me for good. At least everyone there wanted to see everyone else succeed.

Hate on me for all you want for starting up again. It's who I am. Accept it.

I don't...

I don't want to get up in the morning because I'm not good enough for anyone or anything.

In fact, I just suck...

My 'Really Hate' List.

I really hate it when people don't want to help me, even though I try to be nice to them.
-- Granted, I'm an asshole sometimes, but I feel I'm generally a nice guy.

I really hate it when people tell me what to do, and expect me to just do it.
-- Parents are an example of this. They can do it themselves, why do I have to?

I really hate it when people aren't around when I need them.
-- It's starting to get annoying when I need people around to talk to, and they're not around.

I really hate asshats who I am nice to, and aren't the same way back.
-- Multiple examples of people can be listed here.

I really hate how indecisive I can be.

I really hate how many people tell me I play video games too much.
-- Go fuck yourself. I seriously don't give a damn. I put up a front because I know you care about me, but I could care less what you think.

-- But seriously, thank you for caring... I mean it.

I think I'm unstable again. I want summer to come.

I'm not sure who actually reads the blog anymore nowadays anyway.

If you do, please AIM me on Arudenu. or MSN me on astralarcanum@gmail.com

I am frequently on either or. =)

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So I've gotten into this band called Nightwish, courtesy of Isaac. This shit is pretty damn good.